you've ruined everything!!

it's a BIG trouble after you get involved in those "love" thingies. 

i did mentioned heaps of time, please don't fooled me again!

but seems that there are still left some bloody hell bastards didn't get my words.

i know maybe it's a interesting GOSSIP for you, 

but please don't spread those stupid rumors, okay?

please don't simply judge me, you didn't knew what happened.

you don't need to find a way or what to make things be fine.

we'd decided to be friends again, all those awkward things had gone.

so your consideration doesn't exist.

you *guys* made me embarrassed and hurt!! 

i pretended for not seeing you guys when i went back to school,

even i hid myself to a toilet. why i should do that? why?

then, you guys started to spread rumors again..

"yer, ling er had changed.. bla bla bla.."

i did nothing wrong, but you did ruined our friendship!

so it isn't my fault for saying 

"i feel happier to hang out with these new friends!"

and it's not my fault to reject your dates deliberately.

you didn't knew anything, and hurt me badly. 

and you don't even know, i'm crying badly now for writing this post.

i felt deeply insulted.

do you think it's easy to reject somebody?

i don't wanna things turn bad and can't go back.

so i made this decision without hesitation.

i tried to be kind, so i didn't refuse those photos thingie on my last bday.

but you guys seem never wanna stop..

if time can returned back, i don't wanna friend you anymore.