Monday, February 1, 2010

i won't forbear those malices.

it's the goddamnnit holiday! umm, i am not at all satisfied with the present situation recently. huh, what's going

on? my so-called friends often asked me. garrr, dudes, i will get fiery temper if u keep asked those same

question for thousand of times. their disguise faces make me puke sometimes. ewwwww, they always speak

those pretty shits or cliche when u're there, even though they hate you. i've been tired of that, so i think i

oughta stay calm and ignore them as well.




okay, forgot bout those bad things. ummm, i don't know isn't that

true about everyone will turn oneself good-looking after leaving

high school? but i did make a huge change after leaving school.

indeed, i don't wanna linger on the same pathway that i've been

years and years, i must move on to seek for a new life, right? first, i

choose to work for temporarily and experience those frustration

as i can't learnt in a classroom. although my trial result can make

me entered to a college or university, but so what? i learnt how to

own money and learnt cherish for study. *hello, do u know earn money is a super tough job?*  second, miss

hazy han shaved her thick eyebrow. *my workfellow helped me de larh, no doubt* haha =D it was a totally

exhilarating experience that i've been. thanks for carmen, puipui and sheer. whille i'm glad that i really have

some nice workmates there.










spotted those stupid crayon sin-chan's eyebrows..
and then, the half....
please round the applause to the new born eyebrows..
 
and last, this is the so-called full make up!




ummmm, the last friday, i mean 29/01/2010. i offed to school and visited my friends, of course took back the

tuejituekki(s) is the big goal. but.. i did admited that i missed my friends so much. i missed them until i cried

and i lauged like a moron when im there. um, but i did learnt that friendship will fade away as the days passed,

there will just left awkwardness and silent in the so-called friendship. actually, friendship and the malice are

similar on the whole.  malice will rinsed off as the days passed and the frienship will fade aways too as the

time flies. it was a big joke, huh? my thoughts were just liked a child, as i believed that everything will going

the right way if we keep in touch. but i'm wrong, totally wrong. he he.. i can't smile sweetly again when i see

my friends left me behind. *smile bitterly* hmmmm, i wish jesus christ heard me and my heart.

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