| Friday, January 8, 2010
Thursday. Edison. Skinfood. Exhausted. New Friendsss  after my beauty sleep, i wake up when the night still dark, and the sun hasn't showed up. *shrugs* so i visted those well-known bloggers' page. umm, as the clock hits 12 sharp, i call mom to send me to the KTM station. omfg, that train do "efficiency" and delayed again and again. i totally pissed off because the air-conditions out of service and my stomach aches like hell. malaysia really does a pretty shitty, those foreigns' faces blacken and kinda pissed off. MALAYSIA BOLEH ! lol. while i reach skinfood, the clock hits 1 sharp perfectly. im glad that i don't late for my first day in skinfood. woohoo, for the god's sake, i've been safe. Carmen, Sheer and Pui Pui are the sales coordinater there, they teach me about many kind of product. my brain kinda explode after received so many information~ but then, i forced myself to remember them vividly in my mind when im break.at the mention of break, i feel kinda lonely when i eat the claypot myself. hope weiyi and ah wern can work here soon! =) im used to have lunch or teatime with my dearest girl friends. chit-chatting, gossiping. do whatever i like. =D  but it's a good experience that i've been in life. although the muscle pains will come for me soon, but im willing to learn everything that i don't know. as justin say, i need to find yoko-yoko to relax my muscle. haha =）and 7th of Jan is my sis, Chloe's birthday. im so upset that i can't get her present from vincci. suck. but her presents all branded. i need to consider my pittance and get her a present. shit! im totally repent that i bought too many useless stuff last year. lol. my head still spinning with those products..Gold caviar, improve skin elascity, Red Ginseng. Bean moist, Bordeaux. Sea Vegetable.Lettuce cucumber Salt mineral hair wash... bla bla bla   11:01 AM
Thursday, January 7, 2010
First working Day. Mid Valley. Kamelah. Jack  *off to work. can u feel my heartbeat? dik-dok-dik-dok* Finally, miss haze han starts her working life.woohoo~ but i have no any working experience bout that, so indeed, i was freaking nervous until i get insomnia again last night. My shaking body showed my inward fear. my heart was trembled, and my hands were cold. yea. the trembling haze han arrives Mid Valley approximately 12:10 a.m., lol, i'm about 50 minutes earlier. i really wanna slap myself on the moment, im just act like a fool or maybe a freak? i dunno, my mind is completely blanked and I couldn't think of a word.*shameful* um, i rush to the toilet and make sure that i am stately in personage. huff-puff-huff-puff. i take a deep deep breathe, i pluck up my courage and walk in the shop which named Kamelah. i keep my eyes on the one who sitting in front of the cashier. i open my mouth tardily, hey i'm haze, wendy texted me here for having a part time job. and the guys just answers me "i know". i feel so embarrassing there, but he is kinda friendly and kind, i guess. haha =D his name is Jack. a guy that older than me a year, despite he looks more older than his age. bleh =P forget bout that, i learn many things bout those cigrattes and tabacco. actually it's kinda hard for me, because my family members don't smoke at all! but now, i really appreciate CHKL trained me for a tough brain, i can remember those names of cigrattes easily and thanks my society trained me for a good behavior. even though Chemistry Society is totally boring at all. um, i realised that many people think imma japanese or a mixed recently. that's hilarious, right? although my friends told me i looked like a korean or a japanese at all, i thought they were just kidding and fooling me, they just wanna pissed me off. but then, i heard a malay customer asked me, um, are u japanese or mixed? i'm totally startle and shock. lol. anyway, thanks jack for helping and teaching many things today! wish to see u soon! =D one of my partner in Kamelah. Jack as i mention above. *although he called me not to post them, but. bleh, im aggressive!*    haiz, as he requested post one of the photo that i grabbed on his facebook *with permission*  today 7th of Jan --> skinfood.+ Chloe's birhday. wait for my post! sweeeeeet dreams ya. 12:19 AM
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Look Out Point. Family.  say "hi" to the birthday girl! Chloe, my dearest sister's birthday drops on 7th Jan. She is going to be 21st, but we can't make the celebration on day, because Sasa (my eldest sister) and i have to work. so we decide to celebrate today in look up point. before that, Chloe had bought herself a pair of colour lens, but she hasn't wore them once. Sasa and me try to persuade her to wear them on her 21st birthday celebration, actually our motivation are having some fascinating photos and change her nerdy look.The apprehension of wear lenses she had felt had been shapeless. lol, but we make it! C has conquer her fear at last, despite there is a brief interluder. hehe =D me, with my family, head to look out point approximately 7pm~ there are still lots of many empty seats, we sit in the corner of the restaurant and capture those wonderful moments warmly. actually, i don't mean to write long in this post. i'm so exhausted after home, and i gotta start my work tomorrow. hehe =D wish me all the best ya'll. my intention is to share all those fascinating photos with my friends, so let's check out!  take this while C still struggling with her lenses.  Sasa with her pale face and me   she does look prettier without specs.  Sasa and me again!  Me and mom! she does has a pair of beautiful eyes  we arrived!!! the fairest birthday girl!!!  a tremble cat on the chair. pity..  yea, it's her again! spot the diamond necklace. damn envy for that.  Dad and Mom =D sighs. pretending. lol   Sasa is sick, so she rejects to take this with us. The views of KL      after home..    the last, Haze. wish me all the best with my work! gah you! <3  11:40 PM
School Reopens, but it's none of my business now. =(  okay, let's knit up my day briefly. um, it start as such a disaster. Dad bought me a new bed yesterday, but i'm still unused to it, so i'm kinda insomnia last night. holy crap! then, i was awake by my sis, Sasa in early morning, and i can't get in bed anymore, so i start to practice my favourite piano songs again and again. when the clock hits 8:30 a.m., i get myself prepare for heading back to school as yongzi said he will fetch on 9 something, so im kinda sluggish for preparing the whole thing. but yongzi call me in a sudden and inform me he is arrived~ SHOCKED. my brain kinda damage on the moment, he says that he is in a rush, so he wanna me make it quick. for God's sake, he doesn't scold me. he's with his brother and they're heading for HELP college and blablabla.  finally, we arrive our damnable school, Chong Hwa Independent High School. i meet my dearest friendsss and ex-classmatesss without doubt. Yenn looks exhausted and pale *she just came back M'sia from Hokkaido last night, and she need to rush to the hostel.*, Joy has a clean hair cut, looks extremely cute. and Ah Wern, who is the school leavers too, is sick and she retains her lively attitude! she gave me a souvenir from Taiwan too. hehe =D thanks ya! umm, after the bell rings, i saw the others walking to their class tardily. i saw yuwei, sueyee, wenyi, weiquan, jiayeh, babaweijie, vincent, weisoon, wenhwa, max vio, shunweng, which is the 4axin 08' gang, and the 5aai 09' gang - jasmine, jiunn, jimmy, elynn, yuwen, jiashin, baowei, kimfoo, sioupeng, and lots more!after they head back to their classes, yongzi and i go for the MOVIE. of course, my lovely AVATAR again! haha =D we have the movie in kepong jusco. um, after all that. we back to school again, yongzi go for his friens and i chat with snoey and her bro then. bla bla bla... but snoey and izen*her bro* don't stay long. i decide to find reika. unfortunately, reika is a school leavers too, i don't know anything bout that. umm, i call her and chat more than 40 minutes i guess.. yongzi fetch me to leisure mall before he goes home. but im in a serious headaches. i don't have text him or what. i fall into deep sleep after home. and now ... im sitting here for updating the blog.  good night and sleep tight ya! 12:48 AM
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Lady Gaga versus G-dragon Lady Gaga and G-dragon, the two controversial singer in their own country. i'm so in love with these two. they are talented, gorgeous and marvelous fashion scents. okay, for more knowing them well, let's make a summary of their biographies.  During her early time at Interscope, Gaga worked as a songwriter for fellow label artists and captured the attention of Akon, who recognized her vocal talent, and had her also sign to to his own label, Kon live Distribution. and as everyone know, lady gaga released her debut album The Fame on August 2008. and indeed, it was a critical and commercial success. and her name *Lady Gaga* had startled whole world, nobody ain't know her name, her insane and creative dance move and fashionable outfits.  Kwon Ji Yong, or we used to call him G-dragon, is another controlversial singer in Kpop.GD is the leader of Big Bang and vocalist/rapper of the group, alongside T.O.P. He is a widely-accepted and talented songwriter, having won the ‘Songwriter Award’ in 2007 from MKMF, GD has taken on an active role of composing songs for Big Bang, such as their hit song ‘Haru Haru’. and he was just 22 this year *born August 18, 1988* G-Dragon was awarded as one of the "Style Icon of 2008" on behalf of his fashion and as one of the best eight composers of 2008. Additionally, he won "Most Influential Men of 2008" sponsored by Arena Megazine on behalf of his style. um, Lady gaga and G-dragon produced great songs for all of us. although they are not sharing the same nationality, but they are well-known fashion icon in the world. but i dunno why, people always think Gaga is slutty, i don't agree of that. let's see those two awesome shots~~ Lady Gaga            G-Dragon            2:27 PM
Saturday, January 2, 2010
New year begins, no more sadness. no more altercation i changed my blog template for my whole-new year. i was so sick for the old template which i used it last year. Apparently, does it look better than the last? or u prefer the previous one? leave ya'll comments in the chatbox for telling me.  i felt that i'm so easily to indulge memories of the flowery season. maybe there are too much bitter and sweet, but that's definitely bad, because it will affect me can't move on for my new life. yeah, memories were just like drugs, it will corrodes my heart and weaken my nerves, but you can't help to stop youself fall to the abyss.sighs =( Moreover, i'm still a mama's babe girl, she protected me too well since im born, even without harmful. but me, still ain't treasure everything she gave me, whereas im just know how to blame this or that without realizing their satisfies. i feel guilty now and some more i need to apologize to the everyone that loves me and cares me.So did i. i post a note on my fb, it shouted"i love you, my friends." hope they can understand me and forgive my erratic actions everytime. indeed, i love you, my friends. as somebody tell me, too heavy burden will make youth get no breathe of love. totally agree that! but it's harder than i expect. Nonetheless, i will be tough as days passed. gah you! =D i should bid farewell to past to greet new challenges, bid farewell and sing a song for new yearn..  friends, two days more! it's time for schooling back. get yourself prepare, i will be back on the 1st day. can't wait to see ya'll! muacks. 5:03 PM
Friday, January 1, 2010
it's 2010. happy new year =D happy new year!!! it's 2010, brand new year begins. haha =D it sure will be a gorgeous year, yea, of course, there are new school environment, new friends, and new life. NO more CHKL!*i still hate the colours of the socks now* i assure that rules of new college ain't not strictly that CHKL! yea. please bless me, it will be fine and facsinating~ hmmm, today 20100101... i am outing with my family again for seeking my clothes of work day. but, we don't stay long, because it's freaking crowded. everywhere is doing for sales, and everyone is shopping. malaysian chinese said : "walao eh, why today so people mountain people sea?" um, i am sluggish and paying no attention, so i suggest mom back home earlier. indeed, i hate crowded places that make me can't breathe. that's too terrible!  do my hair grow longer? *my eyes aren't feeling well, so i wear spec* after whole shop thingie, i back to my sweeeeeeeet home! i pack my untidy room which is full of books and papers. that's freak, i found that i did study so many books in a year! haha =D of course i found so many memories in that room. let's see some photos.  i am 05533 in CHKL. student's no. *just like prisoners in jail*  i hate that much. CHKL forced me to buy it since im form 2.     when we were still young *form 1* ling er*me*, chu wen, apple, crystal, shalane, mun ping, seth, jia wei, and ye peng. nah, ye peng, u look so noob when u were form 1.  this is my 16th bday*08'* present from reika! im a scorpio. so she drew this to me.she said, ling er that is u! isn't that gorgeous?  and this is reika's collection! um, she gave them to me.  i asked her to draw, because i obsessed with winter and snow. but i think she looked like hachi in nana *anime*  and this is me too! reika used to call me RIN. she drew it before bon-odori 07' and girls, we wore yukata to bon-odori that year too! everyone thought we were japanese! =D  reika drew it when i was defenceless and lost that time. she comforted me, ling er, u should be strong anytime, because we must act like a tough girl that nobody can harm us.  i love that! reika did a great job for these.. actually her collection was more than 100 papers, i must pick some of them. hehe =D these are the memories that we can't lost. cherish them every single minutes. 11:19 PM
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 All the Right Moves – One Republic Music Code Haze, a killer. 
Hello there, im Haze, welcome to my place. im 17 and going to 18 this year 10'. imma normal girl with oassion and joyful. maybe my blog isn't as attractive as those super bloggers, but then never mind. i just wanna share my sight of life to the others. normal girl can be have a fantastic world too! lemme prove it to you, and i'll lead you the world of colourful and splendiferous life. why am i calling myself as a killer?! it kinda weird huh? but im sure i will be murder ur heart as long as you keep your eyes in this *boring* blog. wait for good girl gone bad ya. nonetheless, umm, enjoy here and have fun! <3 Understand. About Life and Youth! There are so many things in life requiring for consideration. Hesitation may loses the chance, so we should cherish and keep every chances. because we are still young. we should take a risk for the limited life. There are moments we want to give up, and it's the same for everyone. Without giving up, step by step let's go Raise our precious heart. and being gut for every experience. A fistful of problem that we had to face, but never sigh because of this. When we find spring inthe desert of thought when we re-claim a wasteland with our sweats, we will come to a whole-new world! My dear friends, we should persist in fighting and exploring when facing with crucifixion, bondage and ideal. Bravely break through and strive, because we love life. life that is full of happiness and joyful Friends will follow the same dream. For sure we can feel them beside us. Wishes for 2010.
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