should i or shouldn't i?

life is rather dull as usual.
assignments meet the deadline soon, and yet much researches have been done.
i'm trying to figure out a better way to cope with them, but i still got nothing now.
it's been a tough and difficult day to overcome it, 
i have to endure the ignorance of customers, rigorous lecturers' criticisms, parents'  mutters and even my colleagues' tragic personal life. 


i would really want to get the answer of why the heck i have to become one's punching bag. it's ridiculous, right? usually i'm not the girl who will listen everything and gives you what you expect to hear. i'm mean, it's a fact. why the heck i should listen about your loads of crap? 


somehow, i quite satisfied of  this kinda busy and hectic life. perhaps it does enrich my life in certain way compare than online whole day and doing nothing. 


frankly, it is not an easy path to work and study together. maybe i've lack of ability and capability to organize my time well. i found that i need to spend more time on entertainment after i've worked. (hey, working is not fooling around, okay. we have to take the responsible for everything we did.) moreover, i found that i become more tensed up after i start the part-time job. i don't know that's my hallucination or whatsoever, but i did know that i never able to sleep well at night for quite a long time already. so, actually i'm still figuring should i resign? um, resign is too officially. i guess i should say, should i quit it? since my parents is full of disagreement. they nag me everything they see me, i've already lost my mind to give an answer to them. mainly, i think that i have no any enthusiastic with it already. i work like a zombie, having no idea that what i have to do. watching people passed by me, standing there and blank out whole day. but in the bottom of my heart, there's a lil hope shines and supports me to continue the job. it told me to continue my job, no matter what it happens, because i have to gain experiences while the others still crapping around in university. i have an opportunity to explore my social network and get involved to experience something like how to interview with a person formally? how did the advertisement proceed? and so forth. i'm glad that timothy and catherine give me the chances to get involved in what i am now study. i slightly reluctantly to resign because of they said "i don't want to hire just a promoter". they want us to study! they want us to gain more experiences, they want us to be a multitask person. i was revive and world becomes beautiful after i heard what they told me. this is the reason that i insist to stay and work with them. 


hey peeps, should i or shouldn't i quit?