i'm getting quite paranoid lately, something just went wrong perhaps. just met a girl who i think she has what i struggle to become. she is young, charm, intelligence, born in a wealthy family, and yet arrogant to meet friends. she was my ex-classmates, i bet numerous of chkl students knew her, but shhhh.. i will not announce her name! she got what i wanted for so long. named college who falls in top 50 in world universities, a gorgeously innate face, a life without frustration, a lovely boyfie.. what other things she does not own? her life is always high profile, she doesn't care about others, her life is somehow a .............. fairy tale perhaps?
stand in front of her, i felt self-inferiority. it is an ordinary reflection i assumed, she is too perfect for an normal and simple girl like me. met her was just like an awaken of sweet dreams, i was forced to wake up from my tiny fragile dream. :( at last, i end up feeling melancholy whole day. oh geez!
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