September is a bitch

Hello diary, it's October already. How fast that time flew without consciousness. Sorry for abandoning you on the previous month, will be good to you this October, no worries (hugs)

Dear all, don't you think september is truly a bitch? Some may not agreed bout that, but september didn't treat me well at all. After the love's birthday, everything turned bad. We fought a lot on September, literally a lot, it was like thrice in a week. The small matters between us mattered a lot in a sudden. Every conflict we had, hurt both of us badly. Secondly, my laptop bag got stolen by a black f**king negro. I lost my laptop, laptop bag, purse which had ic, license in it, my iPhone charger, earphone, my new bought thingie, pendrive and a lot more. Thirdly, I went to police station very often, had a delusion that police station has slowly becoming my second home already. I spent a lot of time sitting on a bench waiting for nothing. Every time I went to police station, I didn't lose hope for getting my stuff back or got informed by the inspector that the thief got arrested, but now I'm giving up on what I hoped for already. I feel even stressed that I have to skip classes for going to police station. The final is around the corner, and I missed almost all classes for the whole goddamnit two weeks. How could I able to catch up the lectures. Speaking of that, just saddened my heart. Sighs, fourthly, I have to force to drop my internship for this coming nov and dec that I couldn't find a proper job for my intrrns, and all of my friends will be working happily. Fifthly, i went to student leadership camp last weekend, and was nearly got killed by the cinnamon powder during the Jedi academy. Moreover, my legs are wounded now, sighs. Lastly will the my goddamnit university still have to charge me 25 bucks for deactivate and replace my student ID! What's wrong with my university? How dare they can be so materialistic and. cruel to the students who lost their bags in their own university.

I had a lot of complains for september right now. Bad memories.

Hence, I sincerely hope that October, please be good to me :'(