They are brewing a plot behind the scenes.

conspiracy? plot? they are hiding something that i don't know. everyone is telling lies with insincere or hypocritical. i attempt to stretch off their mask, but i never succeed!

days passed, im getting bored for working in midvalley. the "well" demeanor of those customers did wowed me so much! two chinese customers scolded me like hell, shit! they aren't my customers though! F, they had the temerity to scold me. garrr, i must get used to it, indeed i have to. um, how's my working days? everyone likes to ask. i must announce that, it's totally sucks. i mean the stuffs there are kind and nice, but this job doesn't suitable in me. i know u maybe think im too ignorance and lofty. yea, i am so what! i cant barely stand this life for a single minute. i think it is wasting my time, but i do admit that i learnt and grown within that. lol, the bored life suffocates me, i cant make my threads clear.

i don't know, i wish i can study now. i wish that result of SPM release now. i need to study right now! i cant barely breathe in a world that full of calculation. there are many snares out there, that is afflictive and lugubrious. i don't know. i don't know.... im tired of being so useless.

oh, i met weiyi too! she permed her hair. but as her speech, i knew that she has been bullied by her stuff there. oh no, don't worry dear, i will take revenge for you!!!

i wanna keep my happiness last forever.

i refuse to lose in this battlefield.